missed writing

jinno rufino is sooo hot.
carlo rufino is hot.
juddah paolo is sooo hot.

i love the new studio 23 station ID. everyone looked much more beautiful with their classy dresses and more guwapo with their black suits. marry me JINNO RUFINO!

going back to reality...

it's been more than two months since i last posted here. and now that i have come back to the academic world, i have to face the harsh reality of... THESIS.

you see, my thesis adviser is my ate gail's favorite. as you probably know, ate gail is one person i trust the most...to even actually get fr. dacanay for marriage and sexuality and fr. que for philo of ethics. going back to what i was saying, when i found out last summer that i got the same adviser, i was rejoicing. but now, i am wishing that i get to move to another class. my adviser seemed to be calm, relaxed. but ever since the first day, she seemed like she was dying to reject my topic.

since last year, i have been thinking about doing a thesis on LOVE TEAMS. yep. you got me right. i realized that aside from advertising, studying pop culture (especially media studies) is also one thinking that i am passionate about. i was actually inspired when i took my first sev sarmenta class summer last year, which was audience study. and i guess even sir sev saw my interest in media studies. i remember that during my third class with him just last sem, he even invited me to go to a media study talk in UP.

anyway, so far, there now has been two people opposing my topic. my adviser and one of my coursemate. this coursemate of mine is such an a**hole. forgive the horrible language, but i just have to say. he's gay. and not that i hate gays, i have lots of gay friends whom i love so much, but this gay is the annoying type of gay. when he asked me what my thesis topic was, i answered confidently... "LOVE TEAMS." and guess what i got? "ANO?!! LOVE TEAMS ANG CULMINATION NG LAHAT NG NATUTUNAN MO SA ATENEO?!?! ANG CHEAP AH!"... oh di ba? annoying.

so there. now, i am preparing myself for another night of arguments with my thesis adviser. just like last week, she was ordering me to defend to her that my topic can actually cover 60 pages. she was in hot temper when we were discussing my proposal, and her facial expression seemed like my proposal was hopeless. the sad part? thesis lasts for a year. hope for the best, expect for the worst.

this morning, i got into a small car accident that i even find stupid. it was my mistake. i guess i was just really tired. since last thursday, i have been out. mostly because of the bowling tournament in megamall, and some parties that i just couldn't miss. i really have to give some time to myself.

want to know how crazy i am? aside from thesis, i am taking seven more subjects, thus, a total of 24 units this sem. and so far, i am already having a hard time. great books, theology, and abnormal psych are the boring subjects. i enjoy philo, sports business, history, and media management. i guess i really need to keep myself busy to forget about the problems i have at home. the sad part is that i have lesser time to spend with friends and my cousins.

i haven't seen spiderman. darn. i heard that it just has longer fight scenes, and apparently, some people fell asleep while watching it. i don't really have time for those anymore. actually to exchange non-working dvds that i bought in greenhills a month ago is something that i must do but i just don't have the time for it anymore. all these because i want to avoid the house.

current song: if i ever feel better by phoenix