27th january 2005: my first official worst day of the year

what can be worse than....

1. having your period on the day before your immersion

2. failing another theology quiz because of stupid tricky questions that misled you (considering you thought you were sure of your answers)

3. knowing a close friend has a problem with his groupmates and yet you still can't do anything to help

4. getting ditched by a friend whom your supposed to meet up in school and hours after, you kept calling her phone and she doesn't pick up and after sometime she finally answers and tells you she's in some resto in greenhills and she wants you to come over and have dinner there and as you get to greenhills she tells you that she has to leave

5. getting ditched by another friend whom you already made plans with since saturday night last week and you even had the plan confirmed last night

6. waiting for your turn in an oral exam and there are 15 people ahead of you with an average of 20 minutes per person, therefore making you wait even after the class is supposed to end

7. failing that same oral exam, of your favorite subject, of the teacher who has so much expectations of you and in spite of reviewing it over and over again with your groupmates hours before

8. getting to makati and you find out that there the meeting has to be moved to a later time and you're already on your way but you can't stay long

9. finding out one of your close friends so down that she is thinking of committing suicide and yet she's so far and you can't do anything about it.

10. people around you just being too insensitive.

everything happened today. if not for louie and buds, i wouldn't have survived this day.